I'm a little bit distracted lately. Still working on finding that balance between being a good mother, wife, employee, and triathlete. And still trying to be true to myself. It's tough. I've missed workouts lately just because I wanted to stay up too late (or all night I might add) playing games or hanging out with J.T. and/or the kids. And I am going to miss a lot of events I had wanted to do in the next couple of months because now that the baseball schedules are out I see many conflicts. And Competitive Lana just doesn't hold a candle to Competitive Mom. So out the door with the Saturday morning metric centuries and all that good stuff. They will be here when my kids are older. It does leave a bit of an unsettled feeling in the bottom of stomach, though. Like, I think I might could be doing a bit better than I am. I have times when I think I can. Then I have times when I think that my plate is full, and if I don't just chill out and enjoy myself a little I'm gonna be way burned out. Maybe a I need a better schedule. And maybe I need to force myself to stick to it. I'm kinda flying by the seat of my pants right now, and that's not working. But then again, I have to be flexible with all that we have going on. I need some kind of resolve, though. Something.
Enough about me, though. How about a great big CONGRATULATIONS to Papa Louie!!!! He ran the Boston Marathon, in those awful conditions, in 3:12!!!! He is a machine.
1 year ago